Bitter Sweet ( Indeed)

I wish I could read your mind
to find out what you hide
signs are good indeed
but that’s not what I need

things are different with you
you are not what am used to
a mystery I can't get through
.....sometimes I feel that you do
!And sometimes No

False or true
which one is really you
.I can't get a clue

But, what if you don't care !
!And those feelings you don't share
?What will happen then
?Can you tell me? Will you dare
.Or maybe it’s the ugly truth that we can't bear

Am waiting for things to be clear

You may stay far
you may come near
we can beat our fear
so come close
there is nothing to lose
And choose
to come by
together we can try

Or we can start
with the final act
turn it upside down
and call off the clown
there will be no laughter in this play
cause we are the only spectators
we also play the roles
with a vague script
the acts may shift
!we may begin with the end

And start by……
a farewell and a good bye .

Laila Badran.

N.B
This is dedicated to you , but you don't know :)