Confession

I am alone
it's not something to be shown
it's not a phrase to be said
But what if I did?!
What if I confessed
and repeated this phrase
I am alone
I have no body to be with

Oh No, No I do         
but that's not what I need to

I have had great moments
poems and romance
moments that took my breath away
lovers who loved me more than themselves
cards and pictures on my shelves  
little pieces of happiness here and there
Moments that I may not share
Moments that can never be forgotten

Moments that marked some places in my mind
Moments that draws a smile that I can't hide
Moments that attached memories to each file

Although I never had a complete story
I had moments of glory

I have memories that I can never erase
it will be kept as a precious phase
for the future it can make a good base

So now what am I suppose to do?
After I have discussed what am going through!

Shall I end this short note
and keep every other thought

Or shall I keep on writing
keep on hiking

But where am I going anyway
where shall I stay?
Aren't I supposed to hit a certain way?!

What if am seeking a star…
could that be an excuse to go far?

Well am not sure yet….
so let's wait and see
how far can I get .

Laila Badran